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My Poetry!
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I hate your world, it makes me sick
How simple minds can be so thick
Polluted with pride, seeping with sin
No room for reality, nothing within
I want to leave this place
And go find what is real
With no fear on my face
And no soul you can steal
Kelley Katherine Mantia
I never saw the bright side of suicide
I never knew the reason I wanted to die
But in life there's good and bad
No excuses for the life I had
Life's revenge is death's awakening
Death's awakening is my demise
To deny the complete source of my making
Is the root of what I despise.
Kelley K Mantia
Life isn't great
I feel love and hate
But my sorrowful tears
Eleviate my fears
My life is hell
As far as I can tell
But I haven't lived enough
To say that its rough
To everyone who knows
Life changes as we grow
But keep away from sin
It festers within
Kelley Katherine Mantia
Blood tainted hands
Have captured my heart
Only it bleeds from inside
For he has hurt my soul
And spared my flesh
But I cannot forget
The fear that shakes my thoughts all day
And my dreams all night
If only he knew what I give for him
And what he takes from me
This love/hate thing I try to run from
But I run right to his arms every time
He shelters me from the world
But he cannot protect me from himself.
Kelley Katherine Mantia
Deep in the darkened forest of my mind
My head is full, my eyes are blind
I'm having thoughts not had before
It fills my heart, it hits the core
I want you bad, I want you now
Uncontrolled feelings, I don't know how
To keep them hidden from all who care
This force of emotion is strongly there
A crush on you is here
A crush on you is mad
Fills my head with fear
And feelings I never had
If I had the chance
I'd prove it to you
But stuck in a trance
Its hard to do
Kelley Katherine Mantia
You're blind to my emotion
I'm drowning in tears
Fixed on devotion
Devoured by fears
A crush can never be told
It must stay hidden inside
But this secret I can not hold
Or I'll feel like I've died
Looking into your eyes
Under the stars warming glow
Hearing my heart's desperate cries
This secret you already know
If I knew you felt the same
I would not have to fear
My wild heart is now tame
As you whisper in my ear
Kelley Katherine Mantia
Rage I am feeling
Is frighteningly real
And it feels so real
I relate to killers
Who kill in their schools
Because they weren't cool
But what defines cool?
Who made up that rule?
Nobody but fools
I know this is true
And why do boys beat up girls
And girls beat up girls
And dads beat up moms
What has this world come to?
That I can beat up you
And not blink an eye
When on the ground you lie
About ready to die
And I don't even cry.....
Kelley K Mantia
If I shed a tear
Or show any fear
You'd call me a queer
I don't feel like I'm here
I question my faith
But kneel down to pray
Although I don't know
If my prayers are heard
If I even said a word
In praise of some "Lord"
My life hasn't improved
What does this God prove?
I prayed but I swore
In the name of the Lord
So now am I damned?
Because I said "damn"?
I'm feeling the pain
Its always the same
Kelley K Mantia
The tiger not tamed
Society yet blamed
For this psychotic game
Called life
And enduring the strife
And living this life
I go through each day
With the pain on my face
But my soul you can't trace
Its not in this place
My life has been laced
With hate and disgrace
The child misplaced
The life I live
What I have to give
Each day of my life
Each day I awake
The path that I take
The decisions I make
Just to live in this life
Kelley K Mantia
Lightning hits as powerful as God
Striking through me, hearing the fraud
Tearing and burning my soul tonight
Flashing straight through me, brilliantly bright
Singeing my clothes, tearing my soul
Feeling the heat like touching hot coals
Writhing in pain, I come to the stairs
Ignoring yet cringing at all of your glares
Hate has struck through me and torn me to ashes
Struck by your lighting, straight toward me it flashes
Struck me to ashes, blowing away dust
Forgetting my tears , but mocking my lust
Strike me to die, take me from life
Enduring now the bittering strife
Leave me alone by the sorrowful bay
Tear me to pieces then blow me away.
Kelley K Mantia
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